Don’t Care
I just don’t care anymore. I don’t see my life going anywhere. I’d much rather spend my days on tumblr or watching television than go out and try to do well in school or find a job. I’m very intelligent, but I have no drive. I know I’m screwing myself over, but I just can’t stop being a lazy ass.
First Kiss
Whenever I think about getting my first kiss, I get massive amounts of butterflies in my stomach and a desperate sense of want. I’m 16 and a half and have never been in a romantic relationship. I feel like I’m missing out on something. It’s not that I feel insecure about not having anyone special in my life, I just want to know someone out there cares for me and wants me. Just that feeling that I make someone else feel special, too. I’d really like to be kissed, now.
ADD
I was just told I have ADD and im scared to tell my friends. I’m scared to admit I get depressed. I’m scared of life. I wanna cut, but I’m too scared for that. I just want to fall asleep and never wake up; just dream the life I want to live. Plus, if I take the meds for the ADD, it would maybe make me lose a lot of weight. I’m happy about that because I am a bit overweight, but if I lose too much weight they’ll take me off.
Secretly in Love
I’ve been in love with the same boy for almost four years. I want to get over him, but it just doesn’t seem possible. I wish that I had the guts to just tell him… just to see his reaction. But honestly, I’m just to afraid of rejection.
Never Been Kissed
I’m sixteen years old and I’ve never been kissed. I’ve never had a date and I’m pretty sure nobody has ever liked me. It’s not that I’m hideous, but I’m not a drop dead beauty either. I feel so left out and without any experience. It makes me nervous for the time when I actually will have a boyfriend. How wants to date a girl who hasn’t even been kissed before and will most likely suck at it?
Too Far
I have a tendency to allow guys to go to far with me on the internet. On days when I feel really self conscious and some random guy tells me I’m beautiful, it makes me feel wanted. I let guys flirt with me and say things to me that I would never feel comfortable about in person. I almost feel like a whore. I just like the feeling of being wanted and I just can’t get that in the real world.
